Thursday, 13 January 2011

  • Sometimes we give ourselves too much allowance and we end up aiming and getting things lesser than what we deserves to get. We should always aim for the best for ourselves, the grade As, the top, the best. And not giving excuses and being afraid to dream smaller. We should aim for the best, not the second best, not anything lower than it. 

    I want the best for myself, I want to aim to get into a local U. And not dreaming small and give myself excuses to not work harder to go to a private U instead.

    I want to score GPA 3.6 and above for this sem.

    I don't just want to touch lives and make a difference to just people around me, but I want to touch many more lives, countless lives. I want a greater influence. To change the world. You alone can make the world a better place.

    I don't just want to have a blogshop, I want a domain. 

    I don't want to just have business which makes money, but I want it to be add value to the lives of my customers. Knowing that through the clothes and apparels they purchase from me, they will look good in it and feel pretty and confident about themselves.

    I don't just want normal looking pictures and websites, I want creative and quality pictures and customer service.

    It doesn't matter if in the end, my dreams don't come to pass. Because I am at peace that 'ALL THINGS work together for good to those who love God'

    I know as long as I don't shortchange myself with the second best, and I aim the best for myself and I really work hard for it, I have no regrets. 

    So from now on I want to start having BIG DREAMS, I want to work hard towards the BEST, I want to 

    Don't exchange your calling for something lesser than it.

Monday, 10 January 2011

  • Quiet Monday

    Good morning everyone! (I guess I am only talking to myself) 

    Woke up real early on a beautiful and quiet Monday monday but I decided I shall not go to school...

    I really miss blogging in Xanga, because I can shout out my rantings here with no reserve. You find my true thoughts and voice here. I ate a lot this morning, 2 dou sa bao and a bowl of maggie mee, and I am planning to go eat Astons later I don't quite care. I feel down today. 2010 was a year of many challenges, I encountered so many moments when I just feel like giving up.. In my studies and everything.. But I endured year 2010 and sem 1.. You know sometimes I just have this ridiculous thought to not study.. I just feel like I'm so lazy and unmotivated and I just don't feel like studying anymore.. Sometimes it is just so trying, so tiring to keep pulling through.. Perhaps I am too addicted in staying home.. Just how many years in my teenage life that I have stayed at home. I was home in almost half of my secondary and primary school life, or you can even count it all the way back to kindergarden.. I am just not a 'school-person'. Somehow all my depressing thoughts and my friends who couldn't make it to further studies in poly kept reminding me that I must never take the opportunity of being able to study for-granted. I just simply dislike the typical singaporean mindset which thinks that you are a loser if you don't study. What is this. I tell you some people can study and can study very well but just that they decided not to. Not everyone who don't study is a school dropout and a failure. I am against all the cold stares teachers and society gives. This is such a misconception. So you mean people who doesn't have a cert deserves to be cut off from society? What about those have the potential to succeed? What about those youth who has a great destiny? So all these people deserves to live with a stigma from these rejections for all their lives? Okay I am a little bias here.. 

     

    I read this on Twitter: 'Pressure puts people in a position to perform'

    I still very much want to succeed. But I am so tired of all the pressures. Yes all the pressures I give to myself because of my own laziness and unmotivation. Can't we just escape from the judgement society would pass to us if we chose to do what we want? After all it still voices down to our attitude and thinking about it I guess. I wish I am like those who can do so well in their business and do business all my life and make a lot of money so I won't have to study and get a cert and work for other people next time.. I am so negative and pessimistic now.. Why am I saying all these and doing all these to destroy my own future when I know I can study and I can do well? When I am so blessed I got into a poly and a course which I like. Just wish everything would have a fresh start and I don't want to bother about all the group projects and group miscommunications and all the pressures I get because I don't go to school. This is just so stupid stupid stupid. 

    And nothing much changes even after I blog. Awww my english sucks now.

Monday, 07 June 2010

  • Moved

    Did I mention I moved?

    I just happen to bump into this space out of the blue and I realised I did not shed light that I've switched.

    I really miss this space.


    So yes, for those who are concerned and bothers to read.

    I'm here now:

    WWW.EV-3LYN.BLOGSPOT.COM

    Life is beautiful. Hope it is the same for you.

     

  • Saturday, 19 September 2009

    Tuesday, 15 September 2009

    Sunday, 06 September 2009

    • 2009 Emerge Opening <Your Generation>

      This is our grand opening.
      I'm so proud of my church :D

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    Wednesday, 02 September 2009

    • Flim(100)

      I like this signboard =)

      Flim(099)

      leftover..

      Time to pick up a book, upgrade myself and do some self-reflection despite the busyness of exams.
      I want a change, physically, spiritually, emotionally, my whole being.. :)

      Moving on to a new phrase of life .. :D

      Shouldn't allow the of busyness of life to drain away the beautiful things which require us to slow down and ponder about.

      Flim(022)


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